sejarah berulang lagi..

hari ni dh jd slh satu tarikh penting dalam hidup ni... biarlah kecewa sekarang, biarlah saket sekarang... takut nanti diri ni tak dapat menahan kesedeyhan yg lagi teruk.. kami kawan! yeay... kebaikan untuk dua-dua pihak.. mungkin sukar untuk aku, tapi masa akan pulihkan semuanya.. aku yakin, Allah akan tunjukkan jodoh aku yang sebenar bila sampai waktunya.. thnx 4 all those great times we're having together.. my love for you will remain in my heart same as yesterday until da last day of my life... :D

p/s: i love u yesterday, today, tomorrow, n inshaallah, after my last breath on the earth..... <3

day 12 a.k.a hangout day after final!

it has been 12days since u left malaysia... n, thnx god, im doing good.. congratulation 4 ur result.. u deserved it... day 12th is da most tiring day 4 me.. huhu.. lets take a look.. hehehe

MORNING

-i went 2 buy da ticket 2 go back 2 kelantan... (im going back on 2nd nov)

-come back 2 uniten...

NOON

-was waiting wif intan n aisya at murni.. ready 2 go

out.. weee~

EVENING

-around 3pm, considers as evening, we went 2 mid valley... me, intan, aisya n sohaib... we reach there around 3.30pm then had our lunch there.. huhu~

-then, muhsen, praveen n akram joined us...

-played bowling, 2games each... first game, 3dr place.. 2nd game, im da last.. hahaha

NIGHT

-went 2 bukit bintang because akram want 2 cut his

hair...

-went 2 andalus 2 eat supper.. huhu~

-went back 2 uniten b4 12... hehehe.. :D *go

od girl right?*

thnx 4 today guys! :D

*we found spazzio!*

p/s: mkn amat byk~ :D

day 9

huhu.. already day 9... i skipped day 6,7 n 8... sorryyy habibi.. i was sooooo bz.... huhuhu... let me tell u my exam schedule...

25/10/10 = islb112 (islamic studies) done

26/10/10 = cemb124( MOM ) done

27/10/10 = matb133 (statistics) done

30/10/10 = cewb123 (fluids) upcoming...

wat a tough week i hv... n also another date is coming... 29/10/10... ur result habibi... both of us know dat u're really worked hard 4 dat day (tomorrow)... i know after dis u will b a degree student.. yes u can.. huhu~ u know wat, im sooooo nervous.. hehee.. not only ur heartbeat is getting faster each n each day, me also included.. huhu~ watever it is, jz call me k.. im waiting 4 ur call.. papai habibi~

p/s: hoping 2 get a happy news from u! miss u more!

day 5

a bit depressed today... i cant study, my mind is not here, im so nervous, n conclusion is, IM LOST IN MY OWN WORLD.. dats all... nite... pray 4 me... tomorrow is my paper... islamic studies... bye 4 now...

p/s: alone+depressed= mieka.syafika :(

day 4

nothing much happend yesterday (4th day).... except for i got ur call.. huhu... really glad 2 hear ur voice again ya habibi... kept studyng MOM bt know nothing... :(

dats all... c ya in next post..

p/s: sorry i update a bit late cz i wasnt felling well last night.. love u...

day 3

hai habibi... how r u today? is evrything ok? sure??? when u'r gonna call me? im still waiting here... u said u will tell me ur new number, bt until now, i didnt get anything from u yet... even an sms... :(

today, i didnt go 2 library, i jz went 2 coe fc 2 study there wif aisya... then we went 2 pasar malam wif intan n wan... hmmm.. i didnt buy too much things la.. huhu~

then at night, me n aisya continued studying at coe fc.. wif sohaib also.. then we went 2 mcd, bt i didnt study cz i was toooooooo sleepy.. huhuuu~

now at my room, writing dis post, n regret dat i went study outside tonight cz u were on9 jz now.. T__________T

i wont go anywhere tomorrow night, hope i can talk 2 u... really misssss you!!!!

p/s : i dream bout u last night.. sooo happy!! =D

day 2

soooo sorry 4 being late 4 posting day 2... i cant get da internet *i only can open my fb*... hmmm... nothing interesting happened actually.. jz wanna tell u dat.. huhu~ yeah, i went 2 library, alone... im strong right?? hhehehee~ i went 2 eat my lunch at imrish cafe, n i ate roti arab.. huhu~ not soo full, bt yeah, ok la.. not bad.. at night, me n aisyah went 2 coe fc 2 study... like usual, toooooo many people were there.. like a lunch hour... bt da only different is, they were sooo quite... huhu~ k la... got to go... i want 2 wash ur sweater... ngeh3... i need it during my final... huhuhu~ till now, papai ya habibi~~ ahabbak anta....

p/s: im going 2 wash da sweater.. impressive isn't it? lalalalaalalalala~

day 1

today is da first post after u reached ur home sweet home... i know u will read dis, myb not immediately after i published it, bt i know, u will read dis one day....

today, i went 2 read Quran at masjid, i was waiting 4 2hours, then i got ur call.. hehehe.. im sooooooooooo happy i didnt sleep last night *was waiting 4 ur call*..... after dat, i read 3pages... 2 more pages 2 go.. :D

after i went back, i was having my lunch, then i slept... hehe.. wif a smile on my face.. really happy... :D

went back 2 islamic studies class, then jz after 1 hour, da class finished... another smiling on my face.. :D

came back at my apartment, i slept again.. hehehe....

around 8pm, i started my study wif M.O.M (mechanics of material).... u know dis subject is killing me right habibi?? hukhukhuk~~~ T_____T

after about 4hours, im still cant answer even 1 question! ya Allah!!! plz help me....

then, i remembered dat i hv 2 'write' in dis my new 'diary' dat i share wif my habibi...

tomorrow im planning 2 go 2 library... n if possible, i will seat at our place... :D

p/s: 4days 2 go 2 final exam! :( misss youuuuuu!!!!!

KL-BAHRAIN-IRAQ

*dis picture was taken at KLIA b4 their flight 2 iraq*

when i post this entry dis time, they jz reach bahrain.. their flight at 10.40am... n i was having test at 9am.. really tough hour for me.. bt, as i promised my habibi in my last post, i will b strong... i am now, habibi.. thnx 4 ur pray...

i cant stop smiling when im writing dis post... i feel soooooo happy cz both of them safely reach bahrain.... few hours more will b at their lovely home after sooooo long.. dun worry sayang, i wont mad at u if u forgot bout me at dat moment...

btw guys, im waiting 4 ur calls within 24hours k!! dun 4get dat! im really waiting.. not jz u sayang, also alawi fuaad! both of u.. dis is an order.. heheheeee... :D

hey, dun 4get my sweets, my abaya, my hijab, my burqa *hehehe*, aisya's pijama, n also dun 4get 2 bring back my hassan.. OK? hehe... dun worry about me... i have our afoshaa sleeping wif me... hehehee.....

p/s : i love u both soooooooo much! i always do!!!! :D

my hard day...

1 more hour 2 go b4 my test, n i didnt open anything yet so far....

1 hour more 2 go b4 my habibi is boarding 2 his country.....

less than 3 hours more b4 my time slot 4 apartment booking....

i need 2 b strong... n i know i can b strong.. jz 1 week... i'll b strong... i know i can do it.... even thou u r far away.... pray for me... take care... im praying 4 ur safeness there... dun 4get, im waiting 4 u.... :)

p/s: going 2 open my notes... :P... awak jangan marah yer...

promise

after 1 month,

i know it's not worthy 4 me 2 wait....

after 1 month,

i know i cant keep ur promise in my heart....

after 1 month,

i know dat promises r juz words dat i cant believe on....

after 1 month,

u will never change....

after 1 month,

u still da same....

after 1 month,

im getting tired of ur promises....

after 1 month,

i wrote dis post on my blog....

until da moment i post dis, u still forget wat u promise me......

p/s : i will stay love u... even if u never remember wat u promise me...

stupid

ok, i know im stupid.. fine.. thnx 4 dat...

it's us...

if it's worthy 4 me 2 wait, dun worry baby, u hv my word... all da best in ur final exam.. makes ur promise as real habibi...

p/s: i love u.

makeover!

hehe... thnx 2 aisya a.k.a mak datin starhill sbb bg idea wer i can find cute n nice template 4 my blog.. hehheee~ thnx yo!

btw, sumer dok heboh2 bout 10.10.10... tooooo much things happend 2 me... early in da morning itself, my day started at starhill.. mamai2, g ikot cik ecah g starhill (utk herbalife pnya hal)... otw blk, baruuuuu tringt i forgot 2 tell my habibi dat im going 2 kl.. (mmg cari nahas)... me n aisyah came back by taking public transport... kena kasi bold neh... diulangi PUBLIC TRANSPORT... wat makes thing getting weird is, we were wearing BAJU KURUNG + kasut yg mempunyai tumit a.k.a bkn kasut leper... pergh... walking all around bukit bintang, kl central, no one was same like us, wearing baju kurung on SUNDAY!... hahahahaahahahhaa.. quite funny n a bit proud of ourself.. yeah..

ok.. i need 2 sleep... its too late already... c u next time.. :D

p/s : cba mencari nama utk my blog.. :D

the eyes

tengah2 mlm, bukak2 laptop, sementara internet laju, searching bout my assignment, sambil tgk 8TV, tba2 ak join Adam Lambert nyanyi lagu "wat do ya want from me" (ejaan ak main hantam jek)... tgk video clip tu, tringat plak yg ak suka tgk mata dier (walaupun dier gay.. ader ak kesah?).. walaupon ak tgh search psl assgnment ISLB, tp memandangkan sedikit kekecewaan terjd pd pg td, i jz put dat thing aside first.. hahaha.. mula menekan-nekan nama Adam Lambert di google search, byk lerrrr gambar2 yg kuar (yg muka bkn mcm dier pon ader, tp tajuk gmbr adam lambert.. siot jek.. -_-").. so, after a few minutes searching, byk ler gambar c mata seram 2 ak donlod dr google images.. ps2 kuar lak lagu, "for your entertaiment".. sambung2 nyanyi sambil taip menda alah neh.. huhu~ sbnrnya, aper yg nk dbgtau kt cneh, i like his eyes n i wish i can make my eyes like dat one day! hehehee~

*nak buat yg mcm ni!! =)*

sekian, hv a nice day!!!!

p/s: cba gtau mami nk mekap mcm ni time sanding, kompem mami soh wt Masquerade Wedding Party.. menarik! =)

pics~

as i wrote b4, i'll post da pics later... now, tenet dah kembali normal.. then i can update.. :D

ok, first of all, let me present 2 u, FENDI N FETTA!!!

*first time ader hamster woo*

next, our beloved cat, HAIM~ (kna jauhkan beliau ini dr mereka2 itu)

so, last one, da owner..... AFIQ ASYRAFF.... :D

dats all.. c ya in other post.. :D

p/s: suka dgn internet skarang.. :D

selamat hari jadi!!

jz wanna wish happy 5th besday 2 my beloved brother of all...

ops, actually da besday is on 6th october... huhu... 1 day late.. ampun ya aceyah~ :D

love u 4ever ever n will always do.. :D

p/s : saya pun sayang awak juga.. :D

new pets in da house yo!

we got new pet... aceyah bought them...

WELCOMEEE!!! FENDI AND FETTA! :D

later akan di post gambar2 haiwan ternakan kami... :D

p/s : mesti sentiasa berjaga2... taleyh kasi fendi n fetta kuar, nanti haim mkn.. :P

alahai~

after 5months baru nak updet... bt who cares? suka ati laaaa~ hahahaa... *ayat bongkak*

hmmm... 16th oct 2010, cik wawa going 2 meet 3 lovable guys in my life.. ahaks... counting da daysss..... bt, jz want da time 2 stop there... dun want 19th oct comes in my life.. :( andai diberi teko aladdin, i wish 4 DORAEMON! :)

p/s : tader idea, tp still mahu menaip... :D

mummy.....

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY 4 all mothers around da globe.. :p

u bright my day, u're my evrything....

*MRS ROHANI BINTI DERAHMAN*

*my brother spoilt dis suprise thing. hoh :@*

p/s: ak fail bab ayat bunga2 neh.. T_T

*juz 4 u* Always Be My Baby

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die, noooooo

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby


I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no



You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time cant erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time


You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my,....my baby....

You'll always be apart of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
You will always be my baby

p/s: dis post 4 ali haider n harvin k.sandhu.. love u both. :D

sweet dream or nightmare?????

dis happnd 2 me few days ago... i was sleeping... soooo tightly like always (weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee).... suddently, i dream...... sumone came 2 my house.... wif his family..... 2 propose me....... WTH???!!?? i was shock... n who's dat person? my EX-BF!! sheeetttttt.... n guess what, my family accepted dat proposal... arghhh... :(( few days passd..... on da wedding day.... suddently, i woke up... i dont know how da dream end.... btw, i dun want 2 know how it ends... hahahha.... thnx 2 my afooshiiii 4 waking me up.. hahahaaa... :D

p/s: still dunno it is a sweet dream or nightmare... :P


another story bout my wedding life......

me, abah, mummy, n asyraff were in da car.... (hunting 4 food.. mami mls masak woooo).... me n asyraff were singing happily n suddently,,,,,,,,,,, he whispered 2 my ear, n said, 'sister, i hv a brother.. he wants 2 marry u.. he is sooo handsome... he also have a big car.... n also a cruise... (melampau btol adik ak neh)... n he shouted in da car "i want a brother!!!!! my brother wants 2 marry my sister!!!!!!!!!!!"

*my crazy n cute afiq asyraff*

p/s: i feel like my brother is insane sumtimes... :D

♥♥♥♥ u my sayang..

dis post jz 4 u dear,,, aftr a very longggggg time thinkingggg..... i think now im so sure bout us.... finally, i want 2 say dat...........
I LOVE U SAYANG!.. :D

p/s:1- ashonek habibi~ (da first sentence evrytime we talking 2 da phone. :D)
2- ahabbak habibi~ (da last sentence evrytime we talking 2 da phone. :D)

♥is missing u evry moment passing by♥

WOW,,, ak reti menaip lg rupanya~ :D

ak dh tekad,,, mulai hari neh, ak nk update blog ak.. weee,,, walaupon cma 2,3 patah perkataan~ :D

aku dan diriku~

huuuuu~ amat lama ak xapdet.. almost 2months++.... ak pon tatau naper la mls sgt nk apdet... haisyh.... hmmm... aper ak buat recently? study (cket2), maen2 (lebeyh cket), sonok2 ngn member (lebeyh cket dr maen2), missing my dear (more than anything)..... mengong...

i have a dear??
~yes i am now... *malu2*

who is he??
~ M.H.S..... *biarlah classmate n close mmbers shj yg tau*

tba2 melalut jap... huu~ ak skang neh ada "family" baru...
mami ciken=mieka syafika
dedi= mohammad hossein shahidi
papa= ahmad shabir rezaii
mama=harvin sandhu
anak ciken=noraisyah nordin
baby ciken=intan fiqa
atok=ali haider
little bro=ali fuaad

i love my new "family"
oyeeaaahhh~

p/s: harap2 pasneh akan apdet dis blog.. :D